我們愛‧因神先愛我們

I just did an big movement in my life.I walked a big step that I let my dad and nurses knew about my eye degree number.For me,it is an incredible thing since it is always the most biggest burden.

Thanks God.With you,everything become possible.No punishment but kind cares.Thank you papa lord.I know you love me so so much.

I am going to Australia soon.Even though,I don't know what God want me to do there,all I have is I am His daughter.I am the princess of Jesus.

送給小侄兒的歌，這次請阿傑學長幫我錄了一個比較爵士一點的短版本

歌詞:

Little Lemon,Baby Angel    小檸檬，寶貝天使

This is the song from aunty Julie for you  這是茱莉阿姨送給你的歌

A song write about my feeling of Jesus Christ.I can't live without him.I need him,really want his help and guide all the time.This is a song with Jay's background midi and I sing jamming

 

Melody/midi record/Guitar/chorus:Jay

[創作背景] 

小招正式晉升成「小招阿姨」了!!! 我可愛的姪子在2013/03/14來到這可愛的世界上。他是個充滿祝福跟可愛的大寶寶~~

因此身為阿姨的我，寫了一首歌要給我最最最最親愛的姐姐、姐夫和小檸檬。

在錄影的過程採即興LIVE創作法，簡單說就是，看到什麼就唱什麼~(連神秘嘉賓攪局都在裡面了XD)

Radiation factory is extremely dangerous.Even though some people might support it to develop electricity,the damages of nuke will cause unpredictably.I am definitely not with them.I do not agree with radiation factory.

Take Japan as example, they do have well-developed radiation factory skills and knowledge.Unfortunately,in 2011 March 11th,a huge tsunami damaged Northeast Japan.About one minute,hundreds and hundreds buildings crushed;thousands and thousands died.One of the radiation factory was included.At the same time,tons and tons devil nukes spread into Japan,Asia,also the earth.Nukes will last generation to generation.There is no one befit but million damages for us.

My heart was broken 我的心碎了
It is been a long time that my heart was bleeding so hardly
早已遺忘這心如刀割、心在淌血的感受
It was so close,close enough to win the ticket這是第一次和你如此親膚地接近
The ticket to San Francisco

 

怎麼一個不小心，我就悄悄從24歲變成25歲。

有時我都很懷疑，畢竟我還是長得一樣高、一樣穿著23.5號的鞋子。

Maybe外表差不多，but because of God,I am a new Julie.

 

Happy birthday to me
Happy birthday to my 25

My very big wishes is still study abroad.I wanna give my children a better life.Get a master ,higher education is plus.I feel bad to see my family suffering.

Today,I got a super big surprise.I joined Life of bread Chinese church cell group.They gave a birthday cake and sang happy birthday to me.

I had no idea they were talking about me,since,my BD is on this coming Thursday not today.I was too touched to act any emotion.

Thanks God.I truly felt the love from you.

   

It is been a long for biking through Danshuei river.Everything look so familiar for me.Riverside is always calm and pretty comparing to city jungle.

I enjoy riding bike as usual.Nowadays,I keep thinking about my future.I am not a kid anymore.I am going to turn 25 in couple days.I should act like a baby,waiting for parents' permission.If I really wanna do study abroad ,I'd better take any first step!

[創作靈感]

[約翰福音 4:19] 我們愛因為神先愛我們

我在台中旌旗有個很棒的小組長，她是我回台灣後重要保惠師之一。某天，我們在交通時提到女孩等待婚姻一事，就我而言，我相信其實這世界上一定也有一個人是上帝為我們安排好的良人，等男生和女生兩方成熟到一個階段後，在主的愛裡更被愛時，at the perfect timing 雙方就會彼此碰到的。

我也推薦一本好書「親愛的公主」，裡面寫到許多由神的角度看待我們自己的觀念。而真正MR.RIGHT其實是上帝，這世界上沒有人比祂更愛我們、更瞭解我們了。這首歌我想寫給所有等待愛情的女生、對愛情沒有自信的女生，其實是你全宇宙最最最最寶貴的公主，人見人愛的珍寶唷~~

  

不知不覺 2013年就到了，而我也從美國、加拿大和日本環遊半個地球回到台灣，回來台灣也滿四個月。有許多的不適應，就像是嚷著好濕好濕的魚一般，我不再只是單純一隻想在海裡悠遊的魚了。看過外面美好世界後，我知道在世界的另一角落有更適合我的地方，在那裡的我會微笑。

「Q:是誰偷走我的微笑?」最近我常問這一句，什麼時候我發現喜樂其實不容易，也不知道從什麼時候我忘了把它遺忘在某個角落了。

在2012最後一天，我和家人一起去看迪士尼最新動畫「破壞王」，我喜歡看卡通因裡面有最單純的美好、最初的相信，而的確我們只要做我們自己，有許多事是強求不來的。上帝創造每個人都有他的美好與優點，所以，2013年我的新希望就是「Be Me」成為上帝創造我的樣子。

    

It's been a while that I couldn't get a good sleep.However,the good thing is I do like the assitance work since it is really close to where I live in Taipei.

Yesterday,I got my very first teaching guitar as a tutor.It was nice for the first class.I wish everything would be better for the following week.

Recently,I am worry too much on my future.Just like what teacher Cheng said,I am really lucky that my family support me studying abroad then why do I still hesitate?

....That's a very good question....

從來都沒想過,我會對著一封英打中回的email家書感動的大哭，或許這就是得到家人支持的那種發自內心的感動吧。

今年五月，因CRU summer project一事，我的確也在電腦前對著信箱大哭，是傷心難過版本，因為我不被支持...

天父爸爸，謝謝你一直關心我不論在美國或台北，謝謝你給我很支持我夢想的家人，也求你繼續保守他們。

是的，決定把「找工作」這件事交託給神了

忙忙碌碌慢慢的也迷失了自己

或許難熬但充實自己也是種投資

是的，主，我把這件事交給祢了